urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15 why am i dieing to live if im just living to die .jennifer rose. 2003-11-23T18:24:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:22486 2003-11-23T18:24:07Z 2003-11-23T18:24:07Z well ive hardly written in here so decided to do so today..the last thing i wrote about what phill and cody..im completly done with him and phill has moved in with me and were like the perfect couple seriously..i couldnt ask for more in a guy..hes the best thing thats ever happened to me..i cant wait till christmas morning when i wake up with him and we get to spend the holidays together &lt;3&lt;3&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:22267 2003-08-20T00:04:27Z 2003-08-20T00:04:27Z so today i worked 8 hours..and i feel like im gonna die..yea it sucks..things with cody are so confusing..i love him so it makes it so hard..were still not together..but i miss him..i know i can do better tho..i hung out with phill these past 2 nights..it was fun..phills always a fun guy :-) i wanna go to the beach tomorrow and get my tan on haha i better find someone to go with.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:21841 2003-08-17T21:38:42Z 2003-08-17T21:38:42Z im as single as they come!! yay!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:21578 2003-08-12T00:01:18Z 2003-08-12T00:01:18Z i really really hate my boyfriend.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:21477 2002-01-26T14:01:59Z 2002-01-26T14:01:59Z last night was fun...frank picked me up around 4 and we went to his house..and we just chilled and then we decided we weree hungry so we went to FUDRUCKERS!! haha that place is awesome...then we went to the *park* as usual..haha then we went to the talent show..i met more of his friends..kali and nikolet were there too..they sat with us for the first half and the second half we couldnt find them so we sat with 2 of his friends...and i saw kristen..shes awesomes! and she did sooooo good..then kaitlin and frank went on..and girls were screamin his name and goin crazy and i was just thinking...haha hes MY boyfriend and hes comming home with me..haha and i went back there to meet him when he was done and he gave me a huge hug and a kiss infront of alot of them..i was so happy..haha...then we ended up in AC..we end up in odd odd places..and on the way home i fell asleep on him..haha and then we went to his house so he could check something from the laywer...and i was all miserable and cranky cuz i was lke half awake..sorry frank :-(..then i thought he was mad at me but before i got outta the car he told me he wasnt and he kissed me and that was that..soooo..i gotta go i got a busy day..going to the mall cuz joey owes me like $100 and im gonna spend it..then going out with frank and then the movies to see a walk to remember..aww..ok bye bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:21031 2002-01-21T15:28:08Z 2002-01-21T15:28:08Z my past 3 weeks have been awesome, frank is just awesome actually haha. hes great...what else could i possibly want? i have a great guy who does ANYTHING for me..even when i tell him not to. im sooooo not used to that..no one has ever treated me like frank does. last night me and him went to kaitlins and kali and nikolet were there..some hoes were there too..i dunno their names..and one of them called kaitlin a bitch..i was bout to knock those fucken pimples off the bitches face..haha but i didnt cuz i didnt wanna make a big deal..but kaitlin..ur AWESOME not a bitch, and you sing GREAT! but anyway..i dunno what im doin today..frank decided to go to work and kelly isnt up yet im sure so i have nothing to do...yay..frank just called and hes on his way home..NO WORK! yay...now i have something to do..yaya im so happy i gotta go take a shower so i can get outta here.. byeeee!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:20838 2002-01-14T19:35:09Z 2002-01-14T19:35:09Z im sure you guys heard..haha me and frank were in kessler last night..yes of course..i hurt myself..i sprained my wrist and now my hand is all lumpy..the nurse at school thinks i broke it but whatever..it hurts like hell..ya im gonig out with frank again tonight..who knows where..but..byee urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:20513 2002-01-12T14:48:37Z 2002-01-12T14:48:37Z heyyyyy dweebs! whats poppin baby?? haha some black dude said that to me yesterday and i thought it was hilarious..anyways, last night was fun. frank picked me up around 5 and we went to the olive garden..jeez u girls wanna see some good lookin emo boys? haha go to olive garden..lol..not for me tho..im tired of them..all they do is whine (well the ones i know) so im not gonna go out with another one haha..i got ravioli's...with melted mozzarella cheese on top...it was sooooooooo good..then it was only like 6 so we had an hour and 2 minutes till the movies...so we went to best buy to play video games haha and then i wanted to see the puppies at petsmart..and the puppies werent there..what the hell..grr...then we went to the movies..it was a really good movie..it was like funny..cute..and sorta sad in a way..haha i wanna see "a walk to remember" with mandy moore..she sucks but the movie looks really good..then me and frank went to the shore..i forget what part but it was soo pretty there..it was like really small..and the water was going up the rocks like 10 feet from us..it was really nice there..and collllddd haha but he warmed me up..then i had to go pee pee so he brought me to mc donalds to go and then we went home..we had a really good talk on the beach..i told him how i felt about him and other people and how its just so confusing and i know i shouldnt want the other person, actually should hate them how i dont, i still care about him and i told him that..and he completely understands cuz he just gotta outta a relationship that went on from his senior year till like october..like 2 years..and she cheated on him..it sucks..yea..so he understands what im going through and thats cool..well im gonna go now cuz me and my mom are going to CVS...yippee haha sike..bye kids urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:20376 2002-01-10T19:44:45Z 2002-01-10T19:44:45Z FixXeR6386: ok..first Olive Garden..<br />FixXeR6386: then ORange County at 720<br />FixXeR6386: i been thinkin about this all day<br />FixXeR6386: :-)<br />FixXeR6386: now here the last part...its an idea..<br />FixXeR6386: i was thinkin we can go to shore sumwhere and chill on the beach or sumthin...get sum blankets to keep warm,....i always wanted to do that with sumone...and we watch the waves and talk<br /><br />tomorrow night with frank..I AM SOOOO GONNA BE THERE! AHHH! I CANT WAIT! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:20060 2002-01-08T19:39:38Z 2002-01-08T19:39:38Z I FEEL BETTER! WOO HOO! soo..today in school i fell asleep like 10 times..i was up late talkin to frank :-) hehe..its worth it tho..i think were gonna go out again this weekend..i hope anyway..hes like awesome..yupyup..so im gonna go now cuz im talkin to people and im gonna call smelly kelly..soo see ya later alligator urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:19780 2002-01-07T18:54:59Z 2002-01-07T18:54:59Z last night was fun..me and frank went to taco bell and the movies. we saw oceans 11..it was a really good movie. the only thing that sucked was i couldnt eat anything..grr..i have like the flu or something..and i couldnt go to school today cuz i keep throwing up..ughhh..it sucks..i lost 8 lbs from throwing up so much, its so gay. last night was fun tho i got home at like 10..and his explorer is soooooo nice..I WANT IT! soo..yea..hes a really cool guy.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:19627 2002-01-01T06:26:31Z 2002-01-01T06:26:31Z happy new years!! i feel better now..i threw like my brains up and now i feel good..at the last minute tonight i decided to go out..i called like everyone to find somewehre to go..i called kelly..coffey..tina..my cousin..and my cell wouldnt fucken work so i eneded up going to kaitins house..kali..brad..timmy..vinnie..this guy jeremy, just like all my old friends were there..my friends from when i was with brad..ya..i actually had fun tho..i realized alot tonight..stuff that i fucked up..but oh well..i fucked up..and i will never get back what i had..hes moved on..it sucks..but life sucks..well happy new years...bye bye kids urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:19278 2001-12-28T01:56:28Z 2001-12-28T01:56:28Z i got a new cell phone FINALLY! yay! the number is 705 3211..call me sometime guys!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:19083 2001-12-27T03:19:06Z 2001-12-27T03:19:06Z my day was..umm..i dunno..i woke up went to the doctors..ugh! dr. pasad or something..damn dothead! anyway...then i got home..got bitched at about my cell phone..then met nick coffey at 2nd beach and went to kelly..then went to nicks house where we stayed for a while..yea..then we went back to kellys to eat and then nick left then i went to the mall..kelly bought shoes..and 2 shirts from aeropostale and i got this cute coat from pac sun..its like navy blue with fur around the hood..its cute..yea..now im home...i called mikey..hes playing some play station 2 game with his brother..loser..now im going to bed..bye bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:18741 2001-12-25T18:57:27Z 2001-12-25T18:57:27Z whooooaaaa my christmas was awesome..i got a new cell phone..the new litle nokia ones..its cute..and i got clothes..cd's..shoes..this really pretty neclace..its like silver with diaminds in it..its a star..its from ZALES..haha and uumm..ya thats it i think..oh and my dickies bag..and umm...socks..and um..stuff..OMG! guess what...at like 12 the phone rings and i answer it and i heard the cutest little "merry chistmas cutie!!" ahhh!!! it was MIKEY! i was so happy..hes so cute i love that kid..hes susposively coming here soon and what not to see me but who knows..well..i gotta gooooooooooooooo bye bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:18584 2001-12-16T00:29:20Z 2001-12-16T00:29:20Z u know whats like the best song?? "i've had the time of my life" in the movie dirty dancing..me and kelly watched that movie sometime last week and i fell in love with that song..its awesome and soo cute..haha im listening to it now..its all oldies..it rocks..anyway..i saw jeremy today from a distance..i think it was him anyway..we were comming back from the mall and i looked at his moms house and him and some other dude were climbing up a latter to the roof..i guess he was gonna fix it..yea..i haent talked to him since the last time i was at kellys and he called me..like wednesday i think..oh well..life sucks..yea yea..bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:18215 2001-12-15T14:25:08Z 2001-12-15T14:25:08Z girls~<br /><br />Madison Jayne<br />Adrianna Jewel<br />Darien Paige<br /><br />boys~<br /><br />Dylan Tyler <br />Christian Tyler<br /><br />...like any??? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:17950 2001-12-11T22:25:42Z 2001-12-11T22:25:42Z 1)what time is it? 5:13<br />2)whats your name? Jennifer Rose Warren<br />3)how old are you? 15<br />4)are you a guy or girl? a girl<br />5)what grade are you in? 10th <br />6)whats your school name? Buena Regional<br /><br />fRiEnDs! <br />1)whos your best friend(s)? Kelly, Stephanie, Krystin, Erics cool..<br />2)do you have alot of friends or just a few good ones? enough<br />3)whos your worst enemy? i dont have one<br />4)do you have many? nope<br />5)what do you look for in friends? trust<br />6)whats your favorite thing to do with our friends? chill..and just talk<br /><br />LoVeRs! <br />1)do you have a bf or gf? no<br />2)if so whats their name? i dont have one<br />3)do you have a crush? yes<br />4)do you think its better to be friends first? yes..that was u can get to know them <br />5)will you have sex before marriage? yes..been there done that<br />6)whats the most important thing in a relationship? being able to talk to them<br /><br />InTeReStS! <br />1)what are your hobbies? i dont have any<br />2)do you play sports? i used to play softball<br />3)whats your favorite thing to do on your free time? go online<br />4)do you like shopping? Yes<br />5)do you like building snowmen? i love it<br />6)how you doin? eh..i dunno<br /><br />mOvIeS! <br />1)favorite movie? save the last dance, drop dead fred, and dirty dancing<br />2)least favorite movie? action movies<br />3)favorite actress? julia stiles<br />4)favortie actor? freddie prinze jr.<br />5)favorite kind of movies? chick flicks<br />6)do you go to the movie theatres? yea<br /><br />FaMiLy! <br />1)do you live with your parents? yes<br />2)do you have brothers or sisters? yes<br />3)if so what is their name(s)? josh and joey<br />4)what are your parents names? jane and joe<br />5)do you have step parents? no<br />6)do you get along with them? dont have any<br /><br />SaY tHe FiRsT ThInG tHaT CoMeS tO yOuR hEaD! <br />1)Love: blah<br />2)Work: is gay<br />3)Money: niiiiiiiice<br />4)Hate: boys<br />5)Party: krystins house sat.<br />6)Stars: ooooo la la<br />7)School: i love school!!!<br />8)Boys: blah<br />9)Spanky: lil rascals<br />10)Sports: kiss my ass<br />11)Pink: pretty<br />12)Girls: smelly kelly<br />13)Rich: kali<br />14)Christmas: yippeeeeee<br />15)Music: gotta love it<br />16)TV: dismissed at 5:30<br />17)Animals: rusty and harley and noel<br />18)Friends: smelly kelly<br />19)Lovers: hmm..??<br />20)Start: havin sex..haha sike<br /><br />FaVoRiTe! <br />1)color? blue<br />2)song? dont have one<br />3)singer? chris<br />4)show? dismissed<br />5)animal? guinea pig<br />6)food? im hungry <br /><br />WhIcH iS bEtTeR!?!? <br />1)pink or purple? pink<br />2)cat or dog? doggie<br />3)rich or poor? rich<br />4)phone or computer? phone<br />5)girls or boys? boys<br />6)run or walk? walk<br />7)sex or phone sex? sex<br />8)talking or singing? talking<br />9)winter or summer? winter<br />10)feet or hands? hands<br /><br />What time is it now? 5:22<br />how long did it take you? i dunno..subtract asshole urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:17868 2001-12-09T13:10:34Z 2001-12-09T13:10:34Z my week has sucked so bad so far..friday i did absolutly nothing..and yesterday....blah..i went to kelly's at like 1 and came home at like 4..then called her back at likr 5 to tell eric to come get me again cuz i was soo fucken bored here..and they went out to dinner to i went in my room and watched tv and fell asleep at like 7...then at 10 eric and kely showed up and i was asleep...but lik ei heard the doorbell ring and erics truck..and i looked out my window and kelly was at te door and 2 other people were in the truck i think..i thought i saw 2..and if it was jeremy and i was asleep i will be very pissed..i havent talked to him since like last monday and i sorta need to talk to him about something..yea..*ahem*..im very pissed..i have nothing to do once again today so i will do my daily thing..call jeremy..leave a message..go to kelly's..chill there..come home late at night..jeremy still not call back..go to sleep..jeremy call at like midnight-1am..me be asleep and not find out he called till the nextday and he pissed off once again..grr..i wanna kill someone..bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:17649 2001-12-06T22:15:39Z 2001-12-06T22:15:39Z that isnt how the song goes but it suits how i feel about *someone*..anyway..im tired..dont feel good....have mad homework and miss someone very very much cuz i havent talked to him since monday..so i am a very angry little girl.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:17269 2001-12-05T01:40:30Z 2001-12-05T01:40:30Z blah..im sick..it sucks..i think *someone* got me sick..yea..the cops were at my house AGAIn tonight..i swear one day you guys will like see my brother on fucken americans msot wanted or somethin..haha..well im going to go..bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:16957 2001-11-28T12:48:42Z 2001-11-28T12:48:42Z ya..im a fucken loser..i know it..i kissed me ex sunday night..and i dont expect brad to forgive me..but i love brad..no matter what anyone says..i do..and i wanna be friends with him..i want him back but then again i dont..i miss him so fucken much right now..i cant even go to school..i cant stop crying and throwing up..im fucken miserable..even leave me a comment tellin me how i should do die and rot in hell..i know i should..but..im 15..im confused..what do i want? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:16790 2001-11-23T03:59:41Z 2001-11-23T03:59:41Z bye bye guys..im getting rid of LJ..it starts to much unneeded fighing..bye i love you brad urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:16552 2001-11-23T03:43:41Z 2001-11-23T03:43:41Z alright..it was a song..and i think EVERYONE is aware of it now..i deleted all that shit cuz i know mad people would have gotten involved and started alot of shit so i just stopped it..alright? just be fucken happy..damn..leave everyone alone bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:liljenjen15:16339 2001-11-22T18:08:47Z 2001-11-22T18:08:47Z hey cum guzzlers! today should be fun!!!! UMM..maybe..i have to go to brads moms house tonight for thankgiving, it should be allright cuz i'll be with brad. last night i was bowling..oh god it was hilarious..cuz well, i cant bowl for shit..and eric bowls like he thinks hes pro and kelly really sucks but she can do the "kelly crumble" which is..ok..she hits like the pin all the way to the left..very lightly..and EVERY FUCKEN PIN GOES DOWN! its awesome..haha..im so pissed..i ordered this hoodie offline for brad for one of his christmad presents and guess what..yea..it wont be in for 6 weeks..ugh what the fuck! i dunno what to wear tonight..am i susposed to wear like nice clothes? i dunno if i have any..my wardrobe consists of band shirts..striped shirts..plaid pants and jeans..hmm..which would be the nicest? i'd say a striped shirt with jeans..maybe..who knows..i got up soo fucken early ..at like 7:30..i just read brads journal and there's like 3 comments..its hilarious..someone's says there gonna be uo brad or something..yeaaa ok..its probally one of those gay people that randomly fuck with people..there always gay..have no life and being rude to people they dont know..but oh well whatever floats there boat..todays ashley's birthday..i didnt get her anything..shit..im broke..i will call her later and say happy birthday..i think i should do that..cuz i mean like we used to be best friends..so..yea..ok well see ya later alligators